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Emotion's are getting harder to feel.
11 years ago
Waaaaassssup Another journal entry.
Physical pain is easy. but I barely ever feel it. broken bones and other thing's have never come my way. And I don't think they will.
But over the year's what my body has been lacking in pain my heart and soul have taken more and more of a beating. and I think They're growing numb. People I love lost. Animals I've raised gone. And now the man I love.... Just woke up this morning and decided that he was going to be striaght fo now on.
After all the times he's made me feel special. after all the times he's told me he needed me. after all the time's.... After all the....After all the time's He's said He loved me. and all the I told him I could never love anyone the way I love him. After all the emotional up's and down's trying to get with him. now we're together. and it lasted a day before he.....
He FUCKING WOKE UP AND TOLD ME OVER NIGHT HE HAD BECOME STRAIGHT.
Just like that woke up wrote me a nice poam and told me he was straight.
I don't think my heart can take these waves of attack's. wave after wave. my glass heart is getting more and ore cracks in i and soon.... it's gonna shatter.
But over the year's what my body has been lacking in pain my heart and soul have taken more and more of a beating. and I think They're growing numb. People I love lost. Animals I've raised gone. And now the man I love.... Just woke up this morning and decided that he was going to be striaght fo now on.
After all the times he's made me feel special. after all the times he's told me he needed me. after all the time's.... After all the....After all the time's He's said He loved me. and all the I told him I could never love anyone the way I love him. After all the emotional up's and down's trying to get with him. now we're together. and it lasted a day before he.....
He FUCKING WOKE UP AND TOLD ME OVER NIGHT HE HAD BECOME STRAIGHT.
Just like that woke up wrote me a nice poam and told me he was straight.
I don't think my heart can take these waves of attack's. wave after wave. my glass heart is getting more and ore cracks in i and soon.... it's gonna shatter.
then over night... he's straight.
and gay's are the sweetest guy's you'll ever meet.
sure a few smiles here and there but I haven't really done anything.
i hope you find someone that is willing to love you for the rest of your life
It just bother's me.
Yesterday-Ow I love you wanna go out with me on saturday....
Today-Ow I'm straight now. yesterday I was gay but now I'm straight....
that person, i do not want to know who it was, has a case of :unsure upon his sexuality
He's still my friend.. just I wish he could be more.
have a journel to post I love this boy soo much.