RL and things on DA have been taking alot of my time and still are...plus I'm still really not happy with alot of things here. Stuck in the shadows of some people I think of as friends, been stabbed in the back, used as a scapegoat for others to avoid trouble, and some people just saying nothing while I'm put down by others but still say we're friends...all in all I'm not really happy here. I'm very sure this will come bite me in the ass much like nearly everything I do dose but it was eather speaking my mind or keeping things bottled up, both not being the best thing for me. I'm dealing with alot of RL stress more so than ever right now but honestly wish there had been some things here I wish had not happen and some people had not acted they way they did to make things so stressful. I'm sure some of you, atleast one I can think of, are just thinking "You brought it all on yourself" and to that I say no. Something negative has to happen to me to end up like this and I DON'T go looking for it so for the love of god stop thinking that about me...and you know who you are that thinks that about me. I'll still be around...but still won't be as active as I used to be, not until some things change for the better.