Afraid
And I am afraid,
Of what could happen,
If I look back,
If I turn around,
If I stay,
Move away,Tired of fighting,
Tired of the struggle,
But afraid of pushing you away,
Finally I burst,
I lash out,
I turn away,
For so long I was
Afraid of falling down,
No one to catch me,
Afraid of saying no,
Afraid of having no one to hold,[/b]
And now that i'm far away I am,
Afraid of going back,
Afraid of what it would mean,
To say I love you,
Once more,

Don't know what I want,
Don't know where to turn,
Afraid of letting someone else in,
Afraid of being hurt again,Feel I can't move forward,
But Afraid of going back,
Just wish it all were easy,
Can't turn my back,
On all the wrong that was done,

But can't ignore,
All the good times we had,
All the smiles,
The laughing,
But I am afraid,
We'll never have that again.[/b][/i]