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*shrugs* I just don't know.
11 years ago
Iunno why, but for some reason I feel as though I can't help with anything that people need help with.
There's a bunch of people who talk to me on skype, and still i feel compelled to hide and not tell anyone about my problems. It's as though if I could help others, maybe I'd be able to help myself? I need to go to the doctors sometime but i'm literally too afraid to do it right now because i have a social anxiety thing and can't talk about it with anyone really, because it's a general soft topic for me since i was but a wee child.
I don't know what to do about myself. I can never feel like I help, and rarely make the people around me smile. I tend to over think and over analyze situations to the point where my introvert side gets a hold of me and i get so depressed I don't speak and seclude myself to my own little area in a room full of people.
I feel like it's my fault and all i yearn for is being held close and being told that no matter the circumstances, everything is going to be alright.
I just.. don't know how.
There's a bunch of people who talk to me on skype, and still i feel compelled to hide and not tell anyone about my problems. It's as though if I could help others, maybe I'd be able to help myself? I need to go to the doctors sometime but i'm literally too afraid to do it right now because i have a social anxiety thing and can't talk about it with anyone really, because it's a general soft topic for me since i was but a wee child.
I don't know what to do about myself. I can never feel like I help, and rarely make the people around me smile. I tend to over think and over analyze situations to the point where my introvert side gets a hold of me and i get so depressed I don't speak and seclude myself to my own little area in a room full of people.
I feel like it's my fault and all i yearn for is being held close and being told that no matter the circumstances, everything is going to be alright.
I just.. don't know how.
idk what to say. like im really awkward when i talk to docs and such...
but honestly I just think of it this way
all theyre trying to do is do their jobs and try to make you healthier and help you.
it might be hard to talk cause of your anxiety and I know it's not something you can just turn off. but possibly talking with a professional that you know wont ever laugh at you or talk behind your back and tell everyone else about your problem might help get you used to talking to people iddono?
youre a cool persooooooooon and funnyyy and even when all we did was sit around was fun back in the day.
I', sure you can pull through and get yourself checked out so that you can get the help you need. ^^