Well, I've started to feel down again. I guess you can say I haven't gotten over my ex girlfriend completely. She really brightened my day, smart, beautiful, and talented. We shared so many common interests and I felt like we were two peas in a pod. But of course I was crushed..."we can still be friends"...

Really?....

But being the one to have the feeling that you still love her, but know, she will never love you back the same way is downright painful. I thought I was over her....

But honestly, Im not. I miss her....truly and dearly I do. If we could spend just one more minute, one more night, I would hold her close, and tell her " I love you". The time together will never have to end.

We haven't talked since school let out for the summer, and recently I unwatched her FA account, since it was so painful to still her upload, and continue to act like we no longer existed.

Did I do something wrong? I'm left to wonder sometimes..."was it really my fault all along?"

As I sit here...typing this...tears rolling down my face. I can't help from feeling like garbage. It still feels like yesterday that you said " lets just be friends", I'm sorry if this bums anyone out. I felt like really letting this off my chest for once.