I have no time to myself any more. I was at the hospital a few days ago and I'm going to see a surgeon about getting things sorted out for good. Work is hard and stressful and there is just a ton of drama right now. I work 8am to 5pm and when I get home I try to check everything online and sort stuff out. I have like no time to even make appointments for all the medical concerns I have about myself right now. And what days I do have off I try to co-ordinate with friends to hang out. I deeply regret saying I have an open and flexible schedule when I started this job. It's going to be less work when the store opens but more sporadic scheduling which is going to really really suck.

I'm getting my first pay check Friday. Getting meaning a bunch of things. It could come in the mail Friday, could be handed to me Friday, or could be getting mailed out Friday. Who knows 8D Anyway my point in saying this is I'm going to refund everyone I owe art. I can't do it. I really can't draw right now. So unless you're okay with waiting until I have less hours of work each day (after the 25th) then I'm sorry but I'm refunding you.

I'm looking forward to hanging with friends over the weekend for the local furmeet and then a friend from AnthroCon visiting at the beginning of August. I have one medical issue scheduled for next week and another at the beginning of August.

And I guess since my whole family hates me now, I have to really push to get my license. As if I can. Permits are $35 now. I can't just go get one. And even if I do, my dad will have to be in the car with me at all times so like wtf is the difference in him driving me to work and being in the car either way like really but whatever. I hope I make enough money to pay for car insurance too haha as if. I don't even have anyone to actually teach me. Just. Ugh. Fml.

I am so done with everything haha really