Who's going to FC?
17 years ago
General
Just curious which of my watchers I might run into. I'd enjoy meeting you.
I should tell you that I'm really shy though. That may seem odd to some people, because I will often times (when I come out) seem to not be shy at all. And that's because I face my social anxieties and get out there and try to change. I _want_ to be comfortable around people.
But usually I'm in a state of worrying that I'm going to screw it all up. And I withdraw when I'm not feeling strong enough to pretend to be a likable person. I don't want to revert to behaving as a dragon and end up being hated again.
I'm feeling quite a lot of anxiety as we get close to FC this year, and I'm really worried I'm going to mess up royal.
Sometimes people end up thinking I don't like them whenever I withdraw because they don't realize how shy I really am. I really do like people though. I want to meet you and learn about you and be friends with you. I'm really glad for anyone who seems to like me or my works.
So if you see me at FC, please feel free to say hi. This mean nasty dragon is huggable. I need lots of those.
I should tell you that I'm really shy though. That may seem odd to some people, because I will often times (when I come out) seem to not be shy at all. And that's because I face my social anxieties and get out there and try to change. I _want_ to be comfortable around people.
But usually I'm in a state of worrying that I'm going to screw it all up. And I withdraw when I'm not feeling strong enough to pretend to be a likable person. I don't want to revert to behaving as a dragon and end up being hated again.
I'm feeling quite a lot of anxiety as we get close to FC this year, and I'm really worried I'm going to mess up royal.
Sometimes people end up thinking I don't like them whenever I withdraw because they don't realize how shy I really am. I really do like people though. I want to meet you and learn about you and be friends with you. I'm really glad for anyone who seems to like me or my works.
So if you see me at FC, please feel free to say hi. This mean nasty dragon is huggable. I need lots of those.
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But anyway, I'm looking forward to hanging with you again this year, and hoping that will continue after the con, too.