I know a rant as my first post in roughly a year isn't a good way to come back, but I feel my friends on fA are what I have left right now.

I recently left my home in Canada to study as a game designer in Texas. I'm currently 18 years old and I have no idea what I'm doing. I feel this is a bad idea. I keep havin this feeling of wanting to go home or do something to get myself deported. Is this normal as a freshman? How does one cope with this?

Once again sorry for the emotional slur, I just don't know what's going on anymore.