After hours of test, and even a small feeding tube.. There is nothing more to do for my husband,. No magic in a bottle, no presto wand, no free rides..

So we wait,, Seeing him in a bed, looking like a sheet of bones and skin, it's all I can do to think that he was such a joy a few weeks ago..

Doctors said that the cancer has spread so deep in his organs that they are shutting down from chemo and residuals plus all the medications, there is quite some damage. His lungs are only half functional, blood pressure is slowing down.

It's only a matter of time.

Kids are saying their I love you's and hugs and kisses. I cry in the room next door because I try to keep strong.


I don't want to let go.!!


I love him so much..

Damn it why is it the ones you love are the ones that leave this world!?..


Tiger