i'm so sorry for lack of art. my stress levels are just undescribable and tonight it really hit me hard.
i'd rather not discuss it through a network site but comissioners must know i have not forgotten any art but right now art is really on the back burner i can't even sketch a damn picture on some paper .. i want to but i just can't.

i've been doing things to distract myself but it just comes back and uh. i try to get better. tonight for some reason i'm really struck down. i was meant to call my brother and i physically can't??

bleh; i apologize.