basically I haven't paid my shop rent going on 3 weeks
they won't let me move to a cheaper and smaller stall upstairs, where there is more chance of customers
and I just can't live off thin air

so I'm pretty sure that by the end of the week I'll be calling quits on my pet shop
and job hunting like mad

which, yeh I am devastated about, but there's just no way I see this working out now
I have put my all into this and it just wasn't enough

I also have to somehow come up with £60 by the end of the week just for my own bills
which of course just ain't gonna happen

so yeh
totally screwed and probs gonna lose my internet
oh and I'm running low on gas and electricity

so yeh

not in a good way right now
hope ya'll understand why I won't be around much for the forseeable next few days/weeks

bye