I cried so hard....
17 years ago
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I love Jackie some much but she doesn't feel the same for me she used to but she said her love for me faded away but I want it to come back I'm so scared last night I want out walking and thinking about her crying lising to my immortal I cried so hard for so long I can't cry any more I love her so much I one day want to marry me but she's probably not going to accept me but I hope at least she will be with me for my hole life but she doesn't love me enough for that any more why did stuff have to get in the way *shig* why me? *tries to cries but can't make a tear there's none left right now* I miss her love so much and this is the time I need it the most :(
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How old are you? It sounds like you're still 17-18 or so... I'm only 18, but the best thing you could do is revel in your freedom for the moment, love life, make a ton of friends, and then start to think about settling down when you have a good grip on your life and your needs too.
Often, as I hate to say it, early relationships usually don't last long. There are exceptions, but the longest intimate relationship I've seen has lasted a month or two, the shortest, is 2 hours. We, as teenagers are just too spontaneous to settle down. We're experimenting, there's going to be some hurt feelings, and some moments you never want to end; but aye, life has it's tests and tribulations.
Take it easy, man; give it some time and you'll feel better.