well that about sums up my life lately. I've been wanting to do alot of drawing, designing, and practice coding. But I'm just so busy for most of the day I can't find myself motivated enough to do anything at night when I've finally got the time to. I mean sometimes I just sit here at night and stare at the wall until someone messages me and snaps me out of it. Not because I want to or that I find it enjoyable, I just can't get motivated. I guess I just like the fact that I'm the only one awake and I don't have to deal with the tension that's usually around my house. But why would that just make me space out like that?