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SO i had brain surgery done....almost died..
11 years ago
"My name is William, and my face looks like a Banana"
...And I am having troublre revovering.
I can barely type, going basically on memory recall motor function. It's very hard for me to read, and I have what may be a permanent blind spot in my field of vision. Words get switched..
It's taking everything I have in me to type as coherently as I am right now. I can barely draw a stick figure, let alone the beaufiful, voloptuous and shapely ladies yove all seen me draw in the past.
It may be months before I am recovered enouh to gain back my peripheral visision, and the tunnel vision makes it very hard to focus on shapes and dynamic structures...
IUt started as a typical headache, like a migraine...that I ended up having to have major surgery for...It scrrewwed up my visual accuity something fierce...and on again, after all my hard work and progress, I am back to square one, trying to relearn grammar, how to see the kepsy, how to to draw a straight line...I had come so far, only for this to all happen to me..I can't draw a straight line to save my life, and my grammar has turned to absolute trash...
A very big chunk of who I am is missing now..and I don't know if I will ever get that part of me back...I have trouble making personal connections...barely recognize myself in the mirror...
I almost died, everyone...a few more hours ans I wouldn't be here to talk about it..
I am a currently shadow of my former self with some 80-something stitches in my skull...
Who knows, though? I may recover fully, I may not..still I ask is that you bear with me while I try to relearn some of the basic things most of my fellow artists take for granted...
I can barely type, going basically on memory recall motor function. It's very hard for me to read, and I have what may be a permanent blind spot in my field of vision. Words get switched..
It's taking everything I have in me to type as coherently as I am right now. I can barely draw a stick figure, let alone the beaufiful, voloptuous and shapely ladies yove all seen me draw in the past.
It may be months before I am recovered enouh to gain back my peripheral visision, and the tunnel vision makes it very hard to focus on shapes and dynamic structures...
IUt started as a typical headache, like a migraine...that I ended up having to have major surgery for...It scrrewwed up my visual accuity something fierce...and on again, after all my hard work and progress, I am back to square one, trying to relearn grammar, how to see the kepsy, how to to draw a straight line...I had come so far, only for this to all happen to me..I can't draw a straight line to save my life, and my grammar has turned to absolute trash...
A very big chunk of who I am is missing now..and I don't know if I will ever get that part of me back...I have trouble making personal connections...barely recognize myself in the mirror...
I almost died, everyone...a few more hours ans I wouldn't be here to talk about it..
I am a currently shadow of my former self with some 80-something stitches in my skull...
Who knows, though? I may recover fully, I may not..still I ask is that you bear with me while I try to relearn some of the basic things most of my fellow artists take for granted...
i know how hard it is to be missing parts of yourself and not being able to function the way you used to... we are all here for you and we'll be cheering you on. we KNOW you have it still and we will help you as best we can. -hugs-
Try not to lose heart, we're all on your side.