When i was in the hospital yesterday found out i need to be on insulin.. went to walmart to have the prescription filled they want $256 for a 30 day supply of the insulin my doctor wants me on... Also cause of my anxiety my sugars are spiking where it is affecting my kidneys.. which means i am most likely going to have kidney failure.

SO yep i am dying... literally a very slow and painful death.. thanks to certain events in my life that caused this to spiral out of control into oblivion.

i dont know what i am going to do anymore.. i dont know if carrying on any further is worth it.. it seems my life only gets worse and worse... this bs with my old job who fired me cause they changed their mind about my accomodations.. i hope they burn in hell.. also i hope that once this comes to an end i will have a decent settlement in which to make sure my loved ones are taken care of and any expenses are dealt with... i dont want to think about dying but after yesterday it was put in front of me.. and its a serious issue and i need to make sure my shit is in order... time to write up my will


If you would like to Donate to help me get my medicine.. my paypal is darklathia[at]hotmail.com