So once again i am going into the hospital... Yay so much fun... i love being woken up at 8:30 in the morning to betold by my doctor i need to go into the hospital right away... Sad thing is they dont take Mental Health into consideration. I am pretty messed in the head with my PTSD and my Bi polar disorder and having anxiety on top of that that is a coctail that will kill anyone..

here is the weird thing i feel pretty good and lost 10lbs but here is the bad rapid weight loss is not a good thing... so i need to get that checked out..

I have no idea how all of this will get paid for.. but i got to go... so lets hope a miracle happens...

I will keep people up to date with what is going on.

if you have me on messanger go ahead and send me messages... i will try to check here on my phone but cant do much as the hospital prevents access to this site...

i am going to get telegraph and keep intouch with those in SEFF maybe people will come visit me... take care all