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Jan 22, 2009! Emotions, Music & Me!
16 years ago
Hello Everyone,
A Quiet evening tonight pulling out musical treasures from my "Kool Krates" that in not being played awhile are the treasures that become New Again. With nearly 300 Cds in a steadily and continually expanding collection I'm needing new "Kool Krates" for next week. My Life and Emotions have almost inexplicably been tied to Music as far back as I can remember. I've noted since becoming aware of my Fursona "Wolf" perhaps even more so now. Wolfy so Loves his music! Murrs as he pulls out some vintage "Electronica" treasures. Music gives me the balance I need between the awareness of my Fursona & the parallels between it & my Humanity. I think if I lost my Hearing & Sight I'd die Seriously! Music makes me Happy it buoys my mood. It can also make me cry at times and that's ok too. The Long & Short of it being that music like water to me is as equally important. Today brought an early but busy morning with an early appointment downtown after which I was happy to escape the cold & get home. My Mood today Ad I guess as thoughts drift to the losses in my Life. Today another added with the loss of relatedness with my sister & her family due in Large part to her lack of intolerance and disapproval at my being Gay! That mountain seems to be growing larger of late. It leaves me Wondering if I'll ever truly be happy? When is it my Turn Damn It?? Thank God for my Music! *** cries ***
Wolfy
A Quiet evening tonight pulling out musical treasures from my "Kool Krates" that in not being played awhile are the treasures that become New Again. With nearly 300 Cds in a steadily and continually expanding collection I'm needing new "Kool Krates" for next week. My Life and Emotions have almost inexplicably been tied to Music as far back as I can remember. I've noted since becoming aware of my Fursona "Wolf" perhaps even more so now. Wolfy so Loves his music! Murrs as he pulls out some vintage "Electronica" treasures. Music gives me the balance I need between the awareness of my Fursona & the parallels between it & my Humanity. I think if I lost my Hearing & Sight I'd die Seriously! Music makes me Happy it buoys my mood. It can also make me cry at times and that's ok too. The Long & Short of it being that music like water to me is as equally important. Today brought an early but busy morning with an early appointment downtown after which I was happy to escape the cold & get home. My Mood today Ad I guess as thoughts drift to the losses in my Life. Today another added with the loss of relatedness with my sister & her family due in Large part to her lack of intolerance and disapproval at my being Gay! That mountain seems to be growing larger of late. It leaves me Wondering if I'll ever truly be happy? When is it my Turn Damn It?? Thank God for my Music! *** cries ***
Wolfy
Jardenon
~jardenon
the same can be said of many people with music.
AMWULF
~amwulf
i woke up yester day....and i couldnt hear anything...i was freeking out but i regained my hearing after half an hour of yell "WHAT DID YOU SAY" to my parents over and over...... i would have died if i lost my hearing....i didnt even know why it was like that
Evan5552
~evan5552
OP
True. If I Lost my hearing I wouldn't have the gift of music and if I lost my sight I would lose the ability to see Beauty * Cries * What a Scary THought!
