my grandpa passed away a month ago, and i've been depressed about it.
like all the feelings i held onto, because i need to be strong just seem to keep trying to leak out.
his wife, i used to call her "ma" passed away 2 years prior, and this couple has raised me since i was six months old.
i keep acting normal, then swimming into low points of emotion, sometimes i even feel i might go mad, but then, just like that i'm fine.

on to less depressing stuff...
im still going to rainfurrest, and i have a friend who needs help finding roommates who have the ability to split the bill.