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7 months
11 years ago
This month, will mark 7 months since I lost her.
Seven months since ive been properly collared.
I wish I could say that It didnt still hurt, that I was ok now
but im not, and honestly I dont know if this is ever going to stop hurting.
I miss her, I miss her to the point it physically fucking hurts,
it hurts that she found someone else
that i was never good enough for Her
that she has forgotten everything that we went though togeather
forgot all that I gave her
She was the first person I opened my all to
and it was tossed away like it meant nothing
And even after all that happened,
My heart still jump's every time I see her name pop on on skype,
even though I know she wont message me.
it still hurts.
I wish I could say it was ok
that I was over Her
but I am not
And I don't think I ever will be
And at the end of the day, even with all I said to her, all the meaness I said to her
I would still give it all to have her back in my life again...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6PVKwUJdHuw#t=24