A While back I Made some unnecessarily comments to a guy named pantswrestler. I just wanted to apologize for my complete asinine behavior. I don't usually talk about these things. But I feel it to only be proper if I confess what the issue was. You see, I have schizophrenia. I am not blaming it on my disability completely. I had been off my meds. I take medication for my illness. I was actually very absent minded that I even did this for the longest time. When I get angry I sorta black out a bit. And do stupid things sometimes. Which include what I did in that comment. I hope everyone doesn't get the wrong impression about me. I am a very good person. It's just being off my meds, and barely being able to afford food. I'm not gonna lie, it took it's toll on me. I also want to point out that these issues have caused me to become blocked by this user. I know how long it must take to work on flashes. It took me quite a while to get that. And I don't blame this user if I remain blocked. But I just wanted to make this apology to not only pantswrestler, but the rest of Furaffinity for such An atrocious reaction.


Just so everyone knows. The problems at home continue, and I hardly have anything to eat. And although I'm still attending high school, and I plan to go to college. It will take quite some time before things get better.

Just a mental not for everyone. I am schizophrenic. But that doesn't mean I am a cereal killer. I am an average, and normal human being. I go to school, get along with my peers, and even do some occasional extra credit and outdoor activities. I am not a retard and wish not to be addressed as such. Please think about these things. I don't want to be looked down at just because of my schizophrenia. I try my absolute hardest to not let it get the better of me. But with problems like this, and my previous lack of meds. It's only natural that these sort of things happen. But I'm fine, I'm back on my meds, I'm going to finish high school this year. I only have 4 more credits and a math proficiency test to pass and I'm a Full fledged graduate.