Begins the spiral of depression. Things are not going so greatly as of right now. I am simply getting overwhelmed and starting to panic due to financial situations and what not. It seems that the only solace I can give myself is to close my eyes and sing. I wish I was a talented enough poet to spin a tapestry of words into a song. I wish I was brilliant enough to find my mood in music I make myself, it seems I will only be stuck listening to others and letting them become my lyrics. It has a nice feel to it when I can just shut out my worries and feel through a song. currently it is "Won't Back Down" - Hudson Taylor. There is still plenty of things I wish to cover and plenty of tunes I want to create. For now though, It is going to be about getting my life back on track. I have some great friends and plenty of fuzzies I love <3 but still hard when I honestly don't know if I can pay rent next month.. also I can't sleep due to stress. That is not of much assistance either.