I had an odd, interesting, and slightly depressing dream last night, that I can't really explain but Ill type out the parts I remember here.

It started off, as far back as I can remember, with me, goofy, and Lola bunny as well as Donald duck heading off to some sort of camp of sorts....Lola was dating a guy I knew back in highschool and he was one of the people who did not go to this camp thing. While I was away, I told him he could stay in my room because I would not be using it and he apparently needed some place to stay. Anyway, at this camp.... Lola bunny and I got pretty close, but Lola was acting....like a slut really, she tried sleeping with me, and she slept with goofy....and a couple others at this camp....We shared a sleeping area, so Goofy, Donald, Me, and Lola all basicly shared a couple beds in a room. Anyway, after a few weeks, Lola and I got pretty close....like I loved her in the dream...despite her sleeping with a bunch of people..and she got pretty close to me...After several weeks of the training, we finished the camp thing, and it was time to go back home. after I got home, apparently word had gotten out that Lola and I had gotten close in the camp, and the guy I knew from high school didn't like that, so when I got home, my room was utterly trashed....he turned it into a place to keep his birds....so my bed was covered in bird shit, and wood chips and shit. well after cleaning on that a bit, I got word that they were giving out awards to the best candidates from the camp....it was apparently a chalice trophy type thing that was filled with a white liquid...but there was a special thing about it, that the person who won it, if they gave it to someone, they would share the white liquid inside, and share their true feelings, and be together (corny I know). So apparently I won....for my performance in the camp....I in turn, gave the chalice to Lola....because I loved her in the dream, and had feelings for her. Instead of sharing the chalice with me she went over to the guy I knew from Highschool, they were dating before the camp.....and she felt guilty about sleeping around on him in camp, so she thought sharing it with him would 'atone' for her mistake. So I was heart broken....so I was up on the award platform looking down on them, hugging eachother with the chalice between them, still full of what ever the white shit was...and I smiled cause I was happy for them knowing that maybe she would be happy or better off with him, but she looked up at me with an expression....thats hard to describe, but it was like the look of someone who realized they made a mistake, and didn't know what to do....with a hint of sadness too...then for some reason I saw myself from her perspective, and in the darkness of the cloaks hood that I was wearing....I guess it was part of the outfit for the ceremony thing....You could see my pained smile, and tears streaming down my cheeks. It looked like something out of an anime, where the tears and smile showed up really well, but the rest of my face seemed muted and distant....then there was a cut, where I was back home....talking with my family about the camp experience stuff....then I heard a knock at the door, I got up to answer it but then I woke up before I could really get a good grasp on what it was that was behind it but for some reason my mind is thinking it was Lola, at least thats the portion that my brain filled in after I woke up, that it was Lola, and she had the cup....but I cant be sure.....cause I dont remember that potion, its just how my brain filled it in after I woke up...but I kept feeling remarkably sad.


I dunno why I had Goofy, Donald, and Lola in my dream of all things. Nor why I 'loved' Lola in my dream....considering as a character I don't think I had any particular attraction to her. Or why a guy I knew back in highschool was there, but I know that the feelings of hurt and betrayal I had in the dream carried on with me after I woke up....despite the vague resolution at the end.