I'm Okay and Sorry
11 years ago
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Alright, first I want to apologize for being a fucking dumbass for trying to kill myself. I hadn't realized how many people would be affected by my death. It was stupid and selfish of my and I apologize. Although, there's two people whom I would like to apologize to personally.
Flare_the_dragon_fox_hybrid and
draken-the-dragon because they where the one's whom took it the worst.. I'm really sorry for the pain I caused you and I'm sorry. I swear it won't happen again. I'm going to start taking Anti-Depressants and Anti-Psychotics so you won't have to worry about me no more. I'm alive and okay and getting help. During my absence I was in the mental hospital getting help and I have to go back in two hours and will be back on Friday. Everything is okay and perfectly fine and I love every single one of you. Thank you for dealing with my retarded bullshit.
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Flare_the_dragon_fox_hybrid
draken-the-dragon
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im sorry i missed the time you were on, and im sorry about not being able to talk to you on friday, we are going down to flordia, and there is no wifi, so eather monday or tuesday is when i will be able to talk with you again
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And honestly, I'm tired of hearing people talk about suicide, it's not something people should have to help you with, because
... well... there are SOOO many other solutions other than suicide, and a lot of people are wayyy too fuckin' stupid
My personalities and episodes vary on how I act in certain situations, sometimes being completely sociopathic and emotionless.
I'm not saying that like most over-dramatic people, but... I'll walk around, and people are scared of me... Why? Because I walk around
like I'm possessed, I don't ever talk, I don't make any noise, I just sit and walk.... no smiles, no nothing. If you want extreme depression, that's
extreme depression. Most people in the world have ADHD, Anxiety, OCD, and depression... it's called "Being A Teenager". The reason why I
disrespect you is because I'm not stupid, I can tell when someone is lying or over-exaggerating because I fucking grew up around fake people
and liars. Depression is isolation, not rejection.
I grew up around fake people too, we all have so you're not anything special. Also you do fucking not walk around like you're possesed you're just quiet, so stop trying to make it sound like you've got it the worst, because you've got it easy, just trust me. Most people in the world dont have ADHD Anxiety OCD and Deperession. That has nothing thing thing to do with being a teenager. I've been taking pills and getting mental help since I was 4. I've been in and out of different schools and hospitals and none of them could help. So I'm stuck in a stupid level 3 BD program school that's full of hoodlems and hood rats. Brayden, YOU have it easy.
"I've been taking pills and getting mental help since I was 4. I've been in and out of different schools and hospitals and none of them could help. So I'm stuck in a stupid level 3 BD program school that's full of hoodlems and hood rats. Brayden, YOU have it easy." (Also, you know absolutely nothing of his life, I know yours, and he's struggled way more than you, even me, you're being an ignorant asshole Connor)
"Yes, and I have deperession, anxiety, OCD, terrets syndrome, ADHD, some personality disorder that I don't remember the name of, paranoia and to top it alll of I'm a fuckin' faggot."
(You kinda were saying "OH I HAVE MORE DISORDERS MY LIFE IS HARDER TURN DOWN FOR WHAT")
"If you had deperession as bad as most people then you would understand."
(Fuckin' really Connor? You know damn well what he's been through, and I've only told you a fraction of what I know. Stop acting like your so fuckin' important and fix that superiority complex you so obviously have)