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11 years ago
Loneliness is like the stupidest, most useless emotion on the face of the planet.
Even if I throw myself into chatting w/ a bunch of people sometimes it just IS THERE AND IS LIKE LOLNOPE U AINT GETTIN RID OF ME
god just fuck off already
i don't give a fuck I just want to draw and chill around twitter and have fun
I don't want these stupid baggage feelings of not ... getting enough?? emotionally?? out of my friendships?? or some bullshit whatever it is
just bugger off and let me be happy I swear to fuck UGH
/kicks a flower in rage at my stupid emotions
(gomen to those who didn't ignore I just needed to vent cuz I am 200% frustrated and over feeling like this frequently)
it's like the moment my core friends aren't online I fall apart?? idk it's dumb UGH okay okay /goes back to working on commissions now and tries to cool off
thank you for putting up with me
Even if I throw myself into chatting w/ a bunch of people sometimes it just IS THERE AND IS LIKE LOLNOPE U AINT GETTIN RID OF ME
god just fuck off already
i don't give a fuck I just want to draw and chill around twitter and have fun
I don't want these stupid baggage feelings of not ... getting enough?? emotionally?? out of my friendships?? or some bullshit whatever it is
just bugger off and let me be happy I swear to fuck UGH
/kicks a flower in rage at my stupid emotions
(gomen to those who didn't ignore I just needed to vent cuz I am 200% frustrated and over feeling like this frequently)
it's like the moment my core friends aren't online I fall apart?? idk it's dumb UGH okay okay /goes back to working on commissions now and tries to cool off
thank you for putting up with me
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I'm so shy I barely have friends that still like to talk to me....
So some nights I just sit there feeling extremely lonely.
That aside, internet and distance has that bad effect. You may take a little break from there and go out?
This is all I can give you.
I remember before when I felt like that, I always felt lonely later even when I said I was over it
Like I lost a really dear friend and even my other closest friends just couldn't get me to feel the same for a really long time.. its been a few years but even now it still hurts when I think about it or rather how it happened or went down because she really meant a lot to me and played a huge part in my younger life ;; So if there is anything like that maybe you could face it? If not maybe you need a new sort of drive??? I know things also get like that for me and some of my friends when every day feels like a repeat and there isn't really anything to be obsessed or super focused on ya know?
Either way best of luck <3 ; u ; /hugstight
My skype list consits of a few people, thats it 83
I'm lonely as fuck over here!
But people dont like me because I talk too much
I am a very social feline so I can agree that I need others in order to just be my social kitty self. Maybe you just need to be social elsewhere once in awhile so you do not have to always deal with Twitter drama?
The worst part is the lack of initiative to actually socialize with people.