Is it weird that I get sad when someone talks to me?

Is it weird when rude comments cause me to get annoyed and happy? At the same time?

Is it weird that I pretend not to have friends when I have people who make me smile?

Is it weird when I know I'm different,but everyone thinks I'm a copycat?

Is it weird that I'm some-what to be emo,but I know I have some hope left in me?

Is it weird that I'm make no sense,but it is only understood by what is Believed to be idiots?

Is it weird that people only believe other people when the person that is being talked about is telling the truth?

That people think my voice is fake even though I've been talking like this for years?

Is it weird that I'm asking questions about what I believe is answer by me already?

Is it true that if I spend more time on a drawing,that it will be much better then every other drawing in my gallery?

Is it true that my friends are also my enemies?And my enemies are my true friends?

I don't really think thats true,but i do see some bad people actually saying good things about me.....

I'm just asking.....its not like something unexplainable happen to me,I can explain anything.



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i wrote this before but thought i should ask agian cause other people are watching me