welllllllll
this year has been hecktic, most has been just loads of shit, shit and more shit. but ive gotten out of that and since june ive taken a turn for the better!
ive started to pull myself from my depression, im sorting out my health and such. i even have a workshop to work on my fursuits now!
plodding with my fursuits, ive not been very well health wise with my lung and my eating disorder which has been caused through stress. my mum says i over work myself with fursuits but tbh 12 hours a day is usual work hours right? (never had a normal full time job. but these hours are perfectly fine for me, nothing better to do anyway!)

but aside from the bits and bobs of bad stuff,
i have this good stuff on my plate, other than my fursuits.
i have a lovely girlfriend friend whom i adore. she dragged me out the darkness. and has been part of my life for more than 4 years as a friend.
-trying- to get her into the fandom but she comes to the meets with me so its good enough :3

also thanks to the push of my friend i made friends with my best friend from 2 years ago again, we may not be as close friends, but having him back is perfectly fine for me. i missed him very much and i ive wanted to message him for those 2 years but i was too scared, i didn't want a bad reply so i ran away from it, knowing i would be heart broken as he was my best friend,i still see him as that, i loved him, in both the way of the friend and more. probably the only person ive loved unconditionally even after falling out. but im glad i built the bridge back. i hope to build it up with him and i think soon i'll have to meet up with him.

ive started up doing art again for myself, i stopped art for a while as i felt i want good enough.

im also staff at Furvention the new convention in liverpool! i shall be security! fun times!

im also attending CF15 with thanks to my daddy getting it me as a christmas gift <3

oh and IM MOVING TO 'MURICA! i'll be moving in with my good friend  kittencheshire and her room mates! i'll be making suits with her and catching some rays of sun in California , will be hella. bringing my friends over there too so im not 100% alone in a new place and no comforts of the uk, im bringing the 2 most British fuckers with me. im all in the planning stage but i have 3 years to plan.
and please dont try convince me not to, its my choice, let me deside with my own feelings and own research into it. i have 3 years to decide so i have the time. i'll be visiting for 2 months at some point too so see how i go :)


loads more has gone on btu ive put it behind me and i m happy i have, was just a load of shit and wank.

but rather just focus on the good stuff!! like fursuits, my girlfriend, my friends, cons, cannabis and my future plans!