sooo i now realize choosing "Spice and Wolf" to watch over the last few days while i was bored and lonely was a very bad idea >^w^< i just made the connection. its been causing me alot of anxiety about my current situation. "i have to get Horo back!... err i mean Foxie!". im also an idiot... in a kinda hopeless romantic and pervy way.

once i am done with this show hopefully i will loose the desperation for companionship that seemed to bloom up again out of no where.

happy happy joy joy. *laughs* i need to start drinking. oh on that note last year i decided to end my life long commitment to an alcohol free life. the day i move out and get my own place... there will be a party... every one will be invited... and i will be WAISTED.