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Been a few weeks, figured I'd post an update...
11 years ago
Hey all, sorry about being silent and doing less and art and having short streams, I will go over what is up so people are not in the dark.
I went to the eye doctors this past Thursday and was stuck there for 2 hours, nothing bad happened it was just a busy day I guess.
I finally got seen and was told that both my eyes looked like they were doing good, right eye is... well it is pointless to put a lense in it, so it looks like it is done for, they will keep checking to see if I have potential to see out of it (right now I can see shapes, lights and stuff, but can't read or nothing) eye pressure was good in both eyes also.
After that I had to go and get 4 vials of blood drawn then it was off to get Xrays... they had me lay on the table then stand up and twist around so they can take images of my hips and my shoulders. this was prompted by my main doctor because he was worried about my upper body pains I talked about in my last journal, the xrays sucked... because of laying on the table and twisting around... and just thinking about what could be wrong and stuff had me crying... the xray lady was really nice btw.
I am now just sitting here trying to work on commissions, but it is hard, I feel like crap, hurt a lot and I have something attached to me which was also wanted by my doctor, a cardio thingy... it is monitoring my heart... I have to wear it for a month unless the doctor says I do not need it anymore. the leads or what ever (wires connected to the sticker thingies on my upper right chest just below my collar bone and one under my left chest) keeps gett crinkled and I have to keep smoothing it out, it is a nightmare...
At least now I know I can get new glasses now, but I can't afford them, I am sitting on $15 because I can barely push the pen across the canvas anymore, the SS people were jerks and denied me, appeal was sent in but have to wait (do I need to be sitting on death's doorstep before they will help me? I mean really?) brother can't get my glasses for me because our ceiling costed him $2,500 (that is the deductible he had to pay) so I don't know what I can do... I hope I am feeling well enough to do commissions this week, joint ones with my friend
memokkeen so if you are interested please watch for another journal about them, I need the money badly...
That is the end of the journal, sorry it was so long but a lot has happend and I did not want to post ever few days and emo about my problems, I use FA as my sounding board a lot of the times and I am sorry for that... thank you for reading and please, please make sure to get regular medical check ups, I don't want anyone I know to get to where I am in life *hugs*
I went to the eye doctors this past Thursday and was stuck there for 2 hours, nothing bad happened it was just a busy day I guess.
I finally got seen and was told that both my eyes looked like they were doing good, right eye is... well it is pointless to put a lense in it, so it looks like it is done for, they will keep checking to see if I have potential to see out of it (right now I can see shapes, lights and stuff, but can't read or nothing) eye pressure was good in both eyes also.
After that I had to go and get 4 vials of blood drawn then it was off to get Xrays... they had me lay on the table then stand up and twist around so they can take images of my hips and my shoulders. this was prompted by my main doctor because he was worried about my upper body pains I talked about in my last journal, the xrays sucked... because of laying on the table and twisting around... and just thinking about what could be wrong and stuff had me crying... the xray lady was really nice btw.
I am now just sitting here trying to work on commissions, but it is hard, I feel like crap, hurt a lot and I have something attached to me which was also wanted by my doctor, a cardio thingy... it is monitoring my heart... I have to wear it for a month unless the doctor says I do not need it anymore. the leads or what ever (wires connected to the sticker thingies on my upper right chest just below my collar bone and one under my left chest) keeps gett crinkled and I have to keep smoothing it out, it is a nightmare...
At least now I know I can get new glasses now, but I can't afford them, I am sitting on $15 because I can barely push the pen across the canvas anymore, the SS people were jerks and denied me, appeal was sent in but have to wait (do I need to be sitting on death's doorstep before they will help me? I mean really?) brother can't get my glasses for me because our ceiling costed him $2,500 (that is the deductible he had to pay) so I don't know what I can do... I hope I am feeling well enough to do commissions this week, joint ones with my friend
memokkeen so if you are interested please watch for another journal about them, I need the money badly...That is the end of the journal, sorry it was so long but a lot has happend and I did not want to post ever few days and emo about my problems, I use FA as my sounding board a lot of the times and I am sorry for that... thank you for reading and please, please make sure to get regular medical check ups, I don't want anyone I know to get to where I am in life *hugs*
And after that too, just less than right now but will still be more than happy to do joint commissions with you <3