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He saved my life, and now its my turn to return the favor
11 years ago
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GryphonObsession
GryphonObsessionA year or so ago I was on deaths doorstep
I was 10 minutes away from ending my life, walking down to the train tracks at the end of my street and jumping in front of the next train
I would of hit the electric cables first and then the train would of finished me off
But a very close friend of mine (my moirail to all you homestuckians) messaged me on facebook and convinced me to go to my psych appointment in half an hour and so I held on
I was admitted to hospital emergency immeadietly, I spent 30 hours there under the watchfull eye of the nurses, I couldnt close the curtians, the lights were so bright I couldnt sleep and they watched me pee for my own saftey.
and now it seems history is about to repeat itself, except the boot is on the other foot, or the plan is in the other persons head to be specific
his girlfriend destroyed him mentally, she made him question his own religion and controlled his life like he was a plaything and not a person, she told him they were going to have a break and then bam shes with another man, posting pictures of them together and putting it all over their tumblr, I could never imagine such a THING could exist
so now my friend has told me he has his plan to end it, ive convinced him to call lifeline and stayed up with him most of last night so he isnt alone, he is currently doing something with his dad, both his parents do not support/understand what is happening with him, but after he us done hes promised to talk to a professional. Just like I did.
knowing that there is someone who is willing to listen to him, help him out, support him and care about him can really make all of the difference :3