The last few days have been rather stressful for me and I just want a "safe" place to vent. I've been putting on a smile and trying to be strong because the wife has been feeling anxious and panicky about the move thats happening in the morning. I had planning to break the news to my parent that we were moving out and dealing with that but apparently on Sunday, someone using a fake name told my mother via facebook that we are moving this week. Sheba and I had been overly careful and only a few people knew about the move. I feel extremely violated that someone would go behind our back and tell my mother about us moving. Some one broke that trust and ignored our asking for this to be kept a secret. I'm really glad that we are getting this over with later today because I don't think I could keep going with my carefree, everything will be fine, wearing a smile and being strong facade anymore. I'm nervous. I'm scared. I have a million things running through my head. School starts Wednesday. I'm on the verge of freaking out and breaking down. I just want a nap and for everything to be okay. Just...I don't know. Guess I'm putting the words in my head out into the vast abyss of the internet and I don't know. Guess I'm going to make some CDs for the trip tomorrow and head to bed...