Lost
11 years ago
I don't really know any more. I just feel like I'm a piece of meat, and like posting here is just allowing myself to be used. I don't have outlets to share my kink interests or to contribute to this community any more. I haven't posted any new pictures or videos in a while because frankly I don't feel anybody appreciates what I have to offer, let alone myself. People I've considered friends have grown distant with me and I just feel like beating my head against a wall, getting nothing out of my efforts besides a headache. I'm sick of being expected to go out of my way for people, but I never seem to get any effort from anybody besides myself.
I do like your posts btw, your froggy suits and your wolf suit(s) are cute! We also do share similar kinky interests. Like I said, I'm in a difficult situation right now where I don't have transportation to come visit yet. However in a few years I should. Don't beat yourself up too much. There are still people out there that really do like you, including me. :)
Worst part is, as much as I would like to do things with fun people like you, I can't in this state of mind - perhaps, we just have to wait out the storm for now. *hugs*