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Curo
11 years ago
*flops into his chair, eyes up at the ceiling, speaking softly and slowly*
This is something that I could go for right now.
I long for the days where I can lay my head down and relax and know that all is well.
Curo is Latin for "Rest," which is the first name of my 'sona Curo Amar Salus, which means "Rest, Love, Salvation." Those, I think, are the three most important things in the Universe...
Those who know me well know that I write poetry when I'm feeling strong emotions, and judging from the three that I've posted in the last week...
It's been rough, no doubt, and I've been worried about some of my friends. I don't know what to do. I don't think there's an easy way to say "I think you have an issue," because no one likes to be told what they're doing is bad. That's just a fact. If losing a friend is the cost for saving them then it is worth it, although extremely undesirable.
*voice picks up speed and desperation throughout this paragraph*
I have found my purpose in life, and it's been the same for a few years. But I'm struggling with comfort and meaning and where I fit in with my friends and loved ones. I want my time spent here on Earth to be as meaningful and helpful as possible. I want to touch as many hearts and minds that I can- I want everyone to know they have worth and I want to love relentlessly...
*long quiet sigh, followed by the same slow speech*
...But it seems like every little thing in my life becomes larger until it creates a roadblock and problems only pile on to the end.
It seems the only thing I need to focus on now are those that I love, those who need love, college, God, and making myself a better person. I must learn humility before I can say I have any knowledge of what I'm talking about.
I need to learn my place in the world and show it what love truly is.
And as the result, I hope my ears play a larger role than my tongue and I hope that my heart becomes the softest fleece instead of the hardest stone.
To all of my friends: thank you and I love you.
To any of the new Watchers who may be reading this: thanks for reading and I love you too. :P Srs.
God bless.
This is something that I could go for right now.
I long for the days where I can lay my head down and relax and know that all is well.
Curo is Latin for "Rest," which is the first name of my 'sona Curo Amar Salus, which means "Rest, Love, Salvation." Those, I think, are the three most important things in the Universe...
Those who know me well know that I write poetry when I'm feeling strong emotions, and judging from the three that I've posted in the last week...
It's been rough, no doubt, and I've been worried about some of my friends. I don't know what to do. I don't think there's an easy way to say "I think you have an issue," because no one likes to be told what they're doing is bad. That's just a fact. If losing a friend is the cost for saving them then it is worth it, although extremely undesirable.
*voice picks up speed and desperation throughout this paragraph*
I have found my purpose in life, and it's been the same for a few years. But I'm struggling with comfort and meaning and where I fit in with my friends and loved ones. I want my time spent here on Earth to be as meaningful and helpful as possible. I want to touch as many hearts and minds that I can- I want everyone to know they have worth and I want to love relentlessly...
*long quiet sigh, followed by the same slow speech*
...But it seems like every little thing in my life becomes larger until it creates a roadblock and problems only pile on to the end.
It seems the only thing I need to focus on now are those that I love, those who need love, college, God, and making myself a better person. I must learn humility before I can say I have any knowledge of what I'm talking about.
I need to learn my place in the world and show it what love truly is.
And as the result, I hope my ears play a larger role than my tongue and I hope that my heart becomes the softest fleece instead of the hardest stone.
To all of my friends: thank you and I love you.
To any of the new Watchers who may be reading this: thanks for reading and I love you too. :P Srs.
God bless.
I don't like to argument, but argue is how I "whittle."
I love you too, bro.
And I'll raise my voice when I feel it's something that's actually important/dangerous. I don't want to be critical or mean because I can. I don't want to ever be mean, but that's how people read my words, I guess.
Technology, oh my gawsh.