Life sucks/commissions closed until further notice
11 years ago
First off, I wanted to apologize for my absence of the past month. Stress and anxiety has gotten the better of me and I'm afraid I haven't been as productive as I used to me. I'm not dead, but lately I feel like I may as well be.
Ever since starting my retail job I have been working nearly full time for minimum wage. That's six to eight hours on my feet dealing with obnoxious customers almost everyday. And it is much more draining than I had anticipated. And, consequently, has sent me spiraling into the most extreme art block I've ever had. Most days I'm too tired and sore to get much of anything done and when I am able to draw, nothing comes out right. Everything is stiff and unappealing and certainly not the level of quality I'm willing to deliver to my customers.
So, long story short, it is with a great amount of sadness and reluctance that I am closing commissions on this page for the time being.
I will finish the prepaid things for
hedgehogurbie and
krown , unless you would like a refund, but other than that everything else will have to be cancelled.
If you would like something from me at a later date, feel free to contact me once I'm open again, but for now I need to start with a clean slate. And if you have paid me for something and haven't gotten art from me, PLEASE note me. I'm really sorry for everything and I will try to do better and behave more professionally in the future.
I think when I do reopen commissions, they will be on my terms. For example, themed commissions/YCH auctions/icons etc.
I just feel as though I've bitten off more than I can chew lately, in terms of the commissions I'm taking, and am unable to deliver satisfactory work.
I'm sorry for wasting everyone's time and I'm sorry if I didn't word this in the best way possible. I'm really stressed and panicked today. But what else is new..
Seeya folks.
Ever since starting my retail job I have been working nearly full time for minimum wage. That's six to eight hours on my feet dealing with obnoxious customers almost everyday. And it is much more draining than I had anticipated. And, consequently, has sent me spiraling into the most extreme art block I've ever had. Most days I'm too tired and sore to get much of anything done and when I am able to draw, nothing comes out right. Everything is stiff and unappealing and certainly not the level of quality I'm willing to deliver to my customers.
So, long story short, it is with a great amount of sadness and reluctance that I am closing commissions on this page for the time being.
I will finish the prepaid things for


If you would like something from me at a later date, feel free to contact me once I'm open again, but for now I need to start with a clean slate. And if you have paid me for something and haven't gotten art from me, PLEASE note me. I'm really sorry for everything and I will try to do better and behave more professionally in the future.
I think when I do reopen commissions, they will be on my terms. For example, themed commissions/YCH auctions/icons etc.
I just feel as though I've bitten off more than I can chew lately, in terms of the commissions I'm taking, and am unable to deliver satisfactory work.
I'm sorry for wasting everyone's time and I'm sorry if I didn't word this in the best way possible. I'm really stressed and panicked today. But what else is new..
Seeya folks.
I hope things get better for you soon!
*hugs*
Hope it works out for you in the end!
As for the commission, no sweat about that. :) You can take your time and willing to wait with no problem. Unless you absolutely do not feel up to it anymore, then I can just take a refund; But as I said, I am in no big hurry! I will understand, either way, though!