yeah i guess you could say life has been a little tough but im working on it , i just gotta hold my head up and move along. it hasn't been the easiest but i have to stop letting it get the best of me , it took almost loosing people who i care about for the third time to realize....... i do need to see a psychologist. i just need to get out of this bad habit of being a shitty person because i feel like im obligated to a pity party which im not , im flawed but i shouldnt let that get me down either , everyone in this world is just as imperfect. i need to see that i need to be stronger and that i can be a better person than what i have been to those around me . its gonna be a long journey to get there but im willing to shed blood/ sweat/ tears till i reach my goal. wish me luck guys. peace.