Lonely... :(
11 years ago
12/20/14 1:40 AM
Today, I text 20 +people with "hey?"
Not one answer
Kik'd 5 furry friends
None responded, 4/5 looked at it and didn't respond
Snap chatted 4 people, 4/4 looked at it
Only one response, she called me creepy for being nice to everyone and be quite most of the day
Message one of my old best friend, linking a video on suicide
Looked at it and said "Ummm ok...."
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IqqIV8x82Qc)
Also adding the fact that I'm really ill....
Kind of want to end life, sitting here crying...
who cares....no one will care
Today, I text 20 +people with "hey?"
Not one answer
Kik'd 5 furry friends
None responded, 4/5 looked at it and didn't respond
Snap chatted 4 people, 4/4 looked at it
Only one response, she called me creepy for being nice to everyone and be quite most of the day
Message one of my old best friend, linking a video on suicide
Looked at it and said "Ummm ok...."
(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IqqIV8x82Qc)
Also adding the fact that I'm really ill....
Kind of want to end life, sitting here crying...
who cares....no one will care
FA+

That girl there is a bitch!
A person should not feel bad for being nice to everyone!
Being nice to people is a good thing, don't feel bad about being nice to peopel!
And if people are rude to you thne you need to drop them and leave them.
And I like the Wellcast, they make meaningfull videos and are quite cool, if ya need somone to talk to you can talk to me :3
I watched that video before, I liked it, and watched plenty of her videos.
"If I did this, what will happen?"
I know I am a complete stranger and it is weird for someone you don't know to go around trying to get you to be happy but I can't sit there knowing that there is someone who feels as I did in my community and has no way of doing it. Suicide isn't the answer. The answer is that you are 16, you haven't found your niche yet and you people you found now just aren't right for you. anonymous friends from the internet might not make you happy and I am an not saying that we can/cannot be friends. I am just saying that you shouldn't let other people decide if you are happy or not. You make yourself happy and that's it. I did it for myself, when I was depressed I played some yoshi's island and made some music or watched TV. Just find what makes you happy and when you are content with yourself, you will see that finding 'true' friends will be easier. You just need to hang in there