I don't know man. I disabled all of my shit the last time I deployed with the plan of never coming back. But when everything settled down I ended up re-enabling my account. If for no other reason than room arrangements for conventions, and to keep in touch with a few really cool folks I know only through the fandom. Do whatever you feel most productive. When you disable the account you can always come back in the future and re-open it. Plus you can see all submissions from those you watch, even with a disabled account. I recommend disabling it for a bit to feel it out. I would just hold off on clearing all of your data until you decide for sure.

Just my $.02, feel free to ignore.

"the more you change, the more things stay the same." I learned, and also learned in the army to stop fighting impossible uphill battles. I do feel they helped remodulate my thinking and its helping me not make as many poor choices. For years its been the same thing, as humans and animals we hope when we touch someone's life, they will reciprocate back. Most I know have been a 1 out of 10 in this category.

Honestly, life is like a poker game, I don't have any more chips to put on the table, I busted out and everyone else has my chips, so with nothing left to give since I gave it all away, I gotta leave the table. If there are some who want to find me, they can search and ask around, and if its that hard for some of them to find me, I didn't want a quitter anyway. I need a good civilian support network, and I need to get rid of those who have hindered my transition progress. I will message you my Skype so you can talk to me further, im leaving this up for a few more days for others to see before I go to stage 2.