This has been the most crappy month my family has been treating me like I don't even exist and my work is tiering me out. Another thing that sucks is that work at the huanted house is getting a lot more busy with Halloween around the corner and it makes me kinda depressed that the events my family always has around Halloween time I'm not going to be able to take part in.. I just feel kinda left out from my family and even friends it just feel like I'm not there... It's been a really hard month for me holding back a lot of emotions and rage too...