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Well... (explicit anger and cussing)
11 years ago
I feel like my "Bullshittery meter" is about to burst...
From all the facebook, and some stuff here, and some on DevArt... Some people that I respect as individuals, don't feel like they should in-turn pass us, half-artists, any; demanding it, and in fact banning and blocking those who would give them praise for their works, while meeting new people, exploring new areas of fandoms, and having fun on their dev art and FA posts... And it pisses me off that they would pretend to judge us. That or maybe it's just my time of year where I feel all the anger rise and I want to fucking break a wall... All my controlled rage, and I want to fucking break someone or something... and I dare not do with mine or my renters' property, as I care for both as my own... but to be given a job breaking things... give me a fucking sledge hammer and I'll BREAK THAT GODDAMN WALL DOWN IN BERLIN BY MY SELF!
Maybe I want to also waste some money on some art, spare that $120 dollars on something worth it... maybe I should go check out Strype or Faint... hell... if I could get those two stubborn bastards to work on a co-opted project, would be cool, might help cool me down at the same time, knowing that I helped resolve a conflict... or if I could go kill those mentally ill murderers out there, who's sole job in life is to kill, by murder and rape, and save entire regions of life, being a beacon of death...?
Maybe I want something more... maybe I want to be the anti-hero of some little girl being abused up the road... saving her, but killing those who abuse her... All that rage, such a wimpy body that I should be working out... And yet: nobody fucks with a person carrying around a fake sword, walking in the middle of the ghetto, wearing a dark military-inspired colour of a hoodie, and the sword strapped to the upper back with a backpack full of God knows what...
For right now, my anger is pointed at a few talented individuals, not just one, who have demanded respect, and when given a response that is inconclusive, or not inclusive in the littlest way to their demands, they block you. No single way to talk to them like normal individuals, no fluttershy talk, no pinkiepie making up, no. You mess up once, and they will fuck you over. I have been blocked on both DevArt and FA by several individuals who thought they would demand these respects, without warning, nor representation, nor counter-argument to an honest answer from a loyal fan. Just a single "You don't respect me or my art at all!" despite all the praises given for their works... I could ask and question Strype and Faint, or any number of other talented individuals who have maybe less control of their emotions, but they force their emotions into their art, and their stories... They accept jokes, or if they don't understand it, they ask about it. From my favorite webcomic artist I could joke all day, and all I would get from him are LOLs and every which way joke and acceptance of criticism and political discussion, with the occasional reminiscence of an old time animation from our growing-up days, like Transformers BEASTWARS... This is respect from both fan and author-artist. I have seen roleplays from multiple individuals on pages on both DA and FA, and I will see the artist go "WOW!" or "Please stop doing this here," but leave it alone. So WHAT if it doesn't fit your rules exactly, but that all involved had fun, and all who scroll by, will see and go "That is funny!"? Why can there be no fun but praise of your artwork? You could even take from an RP session right in front of you, and ADD to what is already yours! Authors will look at an RP and go "MY GOD, this is PERFECT!" or if you're not a Christian or agnostic, but rather a ... I don't know! "BY THE PRIESTESS! THIS IS AWESOME!" I've talked with such people and they used what was there, adding to their projects, taking from our lives and using for their fictions from our fictions, without directly plagiarizing...
This... on top of everything good and neutral in my life... pushes me to make a fucking rant... I may not be able to comment anymore on those pages from the last six months of getting banned, but if those people look to troll those who have been banned... I have not named you, and should you name me, your name will be as well, for I will be Watching, and watch I shall, from those I loyally watch-still, you traitors... I will enjoy your works of art, your fictions... but I will watch your channels, your pages, your journals... and I will loyally watch, but I will not hesitate to bring you down... on top of losing my brother, you have no chance of killing this friend that you have so stabbed in the back, this friend you could have had, had you not scoffed... and I can still be your friend, but remember: transgressions done, can not be forgotten so easily. I will not hurt you, physically, nor will I actively hunt you mentally, but I will always be that ghost in the background... the invisible one...
But if you want a ghost with a bad attitude, you can have one, by poking the nest and bragging like a stereotypical "OMG POPULERRRRRR" cheerleader.
Keep up the good work, artists, authors, and everyone else.
From all the facebook, and some stuff here, and some on DevArt... Some people that I respect as individuals, don't feel like they should in-turn pass us, half-artists, any; demanding it, and in fact banning and blocking those who would give them praise for their works, while meeting new people, exploring new areas of fandoms, and having fun on their dev art and FA posts... And it pisses me off that they would pretend to judge us. That or maybe it's just my time of year where I feel all the anger rise and I want to fucking break a wall... All my controlled rage, and I want to fucking break someone or something... and I dare not do with mine or my renters' property, as I care for both as my own... but to be given a job breaking things... give me a fucking sledge hammer and I'll BREAK THAT GODDAMN WALL DOWN IN BERLIN BY MY SELF!
Maybe I want to also waste some money on some art, spare that $120 dollars on something worth it... maybe I should go check out Strype or Faint... hell... if I could get those two stubborn bastards to work on a co-opted project, would be cool, might help cool me down at the same time, knowing that I helped resolve a conflict... or if I could go kill those mentally ill murderers out there, who's sole job in life is to kill, by murder and rape, and save entire regions of life, being a beacon of death...?
Maybe I want something more... maybe I want to be the anti-hero of some little girl being abused up the road... saving her, but killing those who abuse her... All that rage, such a wimpy body that I should be working out... And yet: nobody fucks with a person carrying around a fake sword, walking in the middle of the ghetto, wearing a dark military-inspired colour of a hoodie, and the sword strapped to the upper back with a backpack full of God knows what...
For right now, my anger is pointed at a few talented individuals, not just one, who have demanded respect, and when given a response that is inconclusive, or not inclusive in the littlest way to their demands, they block you. No single way to talk to them like normal individuals, no fluttershy talk, no pinkiepie making up, no. You mess up once, and they will fuck you over. I have been blocked on both DevArt and FA by several individuals who thought they would demand these respects, without warning, nor representation, nor counter-argument to an honest answer from a loyal fan. Just a single "You don't respect me or my art at all!" despite all the praises given for their works... I could ask and question Strype and Faint, or any number of other talented individuals who have maybe less control of their emotions, but they force their emotions into their art, and their stories... They accept jokes, or if they don't understand it, they ask about it. From my favorite webcomic artist I could joke all day, and all I would get from him are LOLs and every which way joke and acceptance of criticism and political discussion, with the occasional reminiscence of an old time animation from our growing-up days, like Transformers BEASTWARS... This is respect from both fan and author-artist. I have seen roleplays from multiple individuals on pages on both DA and FA, and I will see the artist go "WOW!" or "Please stop doing this here," but leave it alone. So WHAT if it doesn't fit your rules exactly, but that all involved had fun, and all who scroll by, will see and go "That is funny!"? Why can there be no fun but praise of your artwork? You could even take from an RP session right in front of you, and ADD to what is already yours! Authors will look at an RP and go "MY GOD, this is PERFECT!" or if you're not a Christian or agnostic, but rather a ... I don't know! "BY THE PRIESTESS! THIS IS AWESOME!" I've talked with such people and they used what was there, adding to their projects, taking from our lives and using for their fictions from our fictions, without directly plagiarizing...
This... on top of everything good and neutral in my life... pushes me to make a fucking rant... I may not be able to comment anymore on those pages from the last six months of getting banned, but if those people look to troll those who have been banned... I have not named you, and should you name me, your name will be as well, for I will be Watching, and watch I shall, from those I loyally watch-still, you traitors... I will enjoy your works of art, your fictions... but I will watch your channels, your pages, your journals... and I will loyally watch, but I will not hesitate to bring you down... on top of losing my brother, you have no chance of killing this friend that you have so stabbed in the back, this friend you could have had, had you not scoffed... and I can still be your friend, but remember: transgressions done, can not be forgotten so easily. I will not hurt you, physically, nor will I actively hunt you mentally, but I will always be that ghost in the background... the invisible one...
But if you want a ghost with a bad attitude, you can have one, by poking the nest and bragging like a stereotypical "OMG POPULERRRRRR" cheerleader.
Keep up the good work, artists, authors, and everyone else.
