I lost everything --
11 years ago
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Every single one of my swatches, settings and custom brushes I had over the years are lost.
I had been attempting to update SAI and even with backing up all my files the new version lost them, the old version lost them too and now whenever I try to recreate or add them to either program neither one saves them. The program closes and when it is reopened all that I added is gone.
I don't know what to do and I've been in a terribly depressive and suicidal state because I'm a fucking moron and if I don't have my brushes I can't finish or work on any commissions. I have no idea what to do, even the people around me are ignoring all the self harm tendencies and every hour or so I force myself not to cause any harm to myself.
If anyone knows what I can do to at least have a stable version of SAI, old or new, that will retain all my swatches and brushes, please please please let me know, this is messing me up so badly and I can't even believe this happened. Please someone, anyone help me out.
-- Tsu
I had been attempting to update SAI and even with backing up all my files the new version lost them, the old version lost them too and now whenever I try to recreate or add them to either program neither one saves them. The program closes and when it is reopened all that I added is gone.
I don't know what to do and I've been in a terribly depressive and suicidal state because I'm a fucking moron and if I don't have my brushes I can't finish or work on any commissions. I have no idea what to do, even the people around me are ignoring all the self harm tendencies and every hour or so I force myself not to cause any harm to myself.
If anyone knows what I can do to at least have a stable version of SAI, old or new, that will retain all my swatches and brushes, please please please let me know, this is messing me up so badly and I can't even believe this happened. Please someone, anyone help me out.
-- Tsu
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I'll be honest, I do not own or operate SAI and a lot of this is going a bit over my head, but I hope any little amount helps. :(
Please don't be so hard on yourself. We've all had digital hiccups and like any other, I am sure there is a way to get your saved files back.
Just do something to let it out cos if you don't redirect your mental state it's gonna blow up on you. Trust me, breaking down and trying to ram a knife into your heart or killing someone who didn't deserve it isn't going to help anyone. Just take a breath and go break something. It'll make your primal side feel good. ^^