Thanks, bud.

I am sorry to hear that. I, myself, isn't doing too great in any of my classes due to severe lack of interest in anything. Don't let yourself get to that stage, it is deadly. And... I don't know the specifics but I don't think you have failed me. Also, walking into something with wrong perception happens all the time. It's just a matter of resolution of that. It isn't easy, I am struggling with it myself right now, this very day and probably will for time to come. I would have loved to hear what this is but if you are not comfortable sharing with this, I cannot force you. But I will be worried about you because you mean a lot to me (in... lots of different ways I guess). And I'd think keeping those as journal would be fine too because written submissions usually don't have that much of stuff. Anyways, my flawed love is all I can give to you and I kind of feel bad about it but hang tough. I end up dig deep in these situations because of the promises from God. So, entrench your position.

Love.