Okay why?

Read last journal.

Oh okay hope you come back eventually

Can't... My Mother did very wrong for me, while I was sick...

I know but she was angry and upset I understood that

I never want her to speak for me here again... That is if they find me not guilty for her lying.

I know and why not start a new account?

I don't think that'd be smart. But, I will.

Okay hope you do stay

Why are you leaving? Was it something that happened?

Nevermind.

Donovan, I mean no offense, but I think it's time you drop this charade. I know you through a friend (jag_Knight12), and I wanna say a few things upon your suspension.
It is painstakingly obvious you are guilt-tripping people and purposely downgrading yourself, so people can give you positive attention and make you feel good about yourself. I've seen this so many times on websites like DA (for Example, KexAndy) ; You complain about "How nobody loves you, they're all too busy for you, no one can draw art for you, you're so alone and wanting someone to be there for you, no one comments on your art", etc. etc. It makes you look utterly needy for appreciation and wanting people to revolve around you; that is what we call an "Attention Whore". That is a person who is willing to complain about everything, be sad all the time, say they have nothing good about themselves or to live for, and beg for people to pay attention and do stuff with them. If you really feel alone, might I suggest going to a therapist to deal with this feelings (especially the Suicidal thoughts like you state on your profile that you have), or better yet, get off your computer and go into the real world to find true friends. Even then, the world is not gonna revolve around you, and you can't always have your way by whining all the time. Sometimes, you gotta suck it up and deal with it. Hell, I didn't get friends until 9th grade in school!
Second, I highly doubt you had a "heart attack" or that your "mother" wrote that deleted journal about you having one. I would think a mother would be more concerned about her son and get him to a hospital, rather than go onto his artsite account and tell random people she doesn't know about how you just had a "heart attack" and calling out another FA user. And I really doubt you'd be able to wake up and type on a laptop the day after your heart attack; you can't just bounce back that easily. This is yet again another ploy to get people to pay attention to you and make you feel better. Are you honestly that incapable of finding worth in yourself that you must beg and cry for people to give that to you? This really pisses me off because there are real people, such as MY MOTHER and some of my close friends, who have had or still have heart problems, such as Heart Murmur. They struggle with these problems between life and death, yet you use these as a way for people to essentially "suck your dick" to make you feel better about yourself. That is horrible and despicable to take a health condition that kills thousands of people every year, and use that to get people to comfort you.
In conclusion, Donovan, you really need to grow up. You're 23 years old, a year older than ME, and yet you're acting like someone half your age. How about you start acting like an adult, get help if you're having problems, stop guilt-tripping people so they can make you happy, and don't make excuses for your terrible behavior and misguided attempts of, "Hey, look at me, pay attention to me, I want people to tell me how great I am!"? Hopefully, with this suspension, you will learn to adapt off of FA and become a better adult by learning how to deal with these problems. One can only hope, and I wish you the best in those endeavors.
-Matty

Thanks for the clearifying! My stomach feeling when I first read about all this mother things is that something wasnt right and this kind off issues fits much better within this parameters.

I am sorry if we are wrong here but if we arent Matty has some great advices that you really should listen to!

THANK YOU!~
On 3rd note, he did mention that Virgo's turn him off, but never gave any ample information that we needed to know why.
I've seen this on a journal from a few months ago, i'm sure you've seen it so you probably know what i mean.

After reading that comment. Donovan is still a creepo and manipulator lazy manchild. They do offer solution to him but he rather make excuses or not put an effort in life. I find him creepy lot because he glooms, stalk others and talk sexual; later, he uses autism card. He actually 33 yr old and I block him in discord because he got obsessive of my arts despite i told him i do commission and not request .

He still active at inkbunny as scottwolf or discord as foxofhonorabyss. He dug his whole grave lot since he attempt to scam others in inkbunny, weasyl and other platforms

Donovan. Plz don't leave. You are one if the only friends I have here.

Wow... I just stumbled across your pag years after I unwatched this account.

Turns out youre still a patronising dick