Yeah, so, after doing a little self-reflecting, I realize now that I have a bit of a stress-related anxiety disorder. Ever since I got a job, I had little time to focus both on personal works and commissions at the same time. I have so much on my plate, and I feel like I have so little time to work on them. I feel like I don't have enough time to work on both at the pace I'd like without knowing at the end, I have to wait another few days before I can have the time I need to work on them again. I am ad nauseum here, I am definitely taking a break from commissions until I feel like I am more mentally sound and feel more organized. Of course, I will finish what I have been paid to do.

Thanks for understanding, you all.