Sort of a sad half-drunk rant
11 years ago
General
So I just wanted to do this just to get if off my chest. I guess just typing it out helps in a way, since I don't think I really want to actually "talk" about it with someone. Sort of sad that I actually got upset about this.
Anywhoo... I was playing cards against humanity with my friends, as we often do. There were at least 8 of us there, a lot of them are very religious, and most of them are my close friends and are all straight and very accepting of me.
Although there has been this one guy who shows up from time to time, and I find him very attractive, he is super religious and is very devout. Even as far as never masturbates, and just uber christian. I personally do believe in a god, just not in religion. Anyway I know that cards against humanity is a super offensive game, and I always tell that to people before they play. but this time I was the one that actually got offended, and it surprised me that I did.
So it was his turn to say a card, (the game rules is just like Apples to Apples). His card said some thing like "The one thing that is sad about this world is (blank)" So everyone put their cards in... and the one that he picked as the winner card was "The gay agenda"... So not only did he pick that card, but that meant that someone else chose that card to submit.
I dunno, I guess that made me really feel bad about it. It sort of seems that he really feels that way. There were a lot of other funny or hilarious cards to pick from but he picked that the One sad thing about this world is "the gay agenda"??? I'm pretty sure my face was apparent, since I have never been good about hiding my feelings, and not to mention that I had been drinking beer all night.
So I dunno... I dunno why I'm typing all this out. I am home now, and still buzzed from the brew. I guess because I really liked him and found him attractive, that it hurt seeing him say that. Makes me question our friendship and what he really thinks about me.
Oh well, that is the price you pay for playing a completely offensive game, and it's safe to assume that there is an extremely high chance that everyone could possibly be offended in some way by the game. I'm not upset at the game at all... I guess just the realization that there are still so many people in this world who look down upon me and and other gays. I guess it was just more of a shock thing than anything.
So this is my boring journal post, thank you FA for giving me a medium to post this w/o any of my family or RL friends being able to read this.
Happy Halloween yall!
Anywhoo... I was playing cards against humanity with my friends, as we often do. There were at least 8 of us there, a lot of them are very religious, and most of them are my close friends and are all straight and very accepting of me.
Although there has been this one guy who shows up from time to time, and I find him very attractive, he is super religious and is very devout. Even as far as never masturbates, and just uber christian. I personally do believe in a god, just not in religion. Anyway I know that cards against humanity is a super offensive game, and I always tell that to people before they play. but this time I was the one that actually got offended, and it surprised me that I did.
So it was his turn to say a card, (the game rules is just like Apples to Apples). His card said some thing like "The one thing that is sad about this world is (blank)" So everyone put their cards in... and the one that he picked as the winner card was "The gay agenda"... So not only did he pick that card, but that meant that someone else chose that card to submit.
I dunno, I guess that made me really feel bad about it. It sort of seems that he really feels that way. There were a lot of other funny or hilarious cards to pick from but he picked that the One sad thing about this world is "the gay agenda"??? I'm pretty sure my face was apparent, since I have never been good about hiding my feelings, and not to mention that I had been drinking beer all night.
So I dunno... I dunno why I'm typing all this out. I am home now, and still buzzed from the brew. I guess because I really liked him and found him attractive, that it hurt seeing him say that. Makes me question our friendship and what he really thinks about me.
Oh well, that is the price you pay for playing a completely offensive game, and it's safe to assume that there is an extremely high chance that everyone could possibly be offended in some way by the game. I'm not upset at the game at all... I guess just the realization that there are still so many people in this world who look down upon me and and other gays. I guess it was just more of a shock thing than anything.
So this is my boring journal post, thank you FA for giving me a medium to post this w/o any of my family or RL friends being able to read this.
Happy Halloween yall!
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Good luck pal, get well soon.