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11 years ago
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I just had to goddamn do that cause Im fucking pissed off... Ugh... I need a vacation.
First I get into an accident on my way to Furpocalypse. No big deal, nobody was injured, truck stil functions perfectly as a vehicle, and I have a $750 deductable on my insurance so even if the estimate is 2.5k to replace the bumpers and everything, I'm gonna pay 750. Thats still a hell of a fucking lot.
Then I got my goddamn parents yelling at me night after night about fucking job searching and how wll I'm doing with it, meanwhjile I'm working for both an NFL stadium, a movie theater, and then in the summer a concert stadium! HOW THE FUCK MANY JOBS YOU WANT ME TO HAVE ASSHOLES?! YES I KNOW I'M NOT MAKING A HIGH PAY RATE AT ANY OF THEM BUT YOU SYA I NEED TO GO GET A BETTER JOB NOW, ASAP, AND WHEN I GO "Well then I think I'll take a week off from work at the theater so I have the time to do that" YOU GO FUCKING APE-SHIT ON ME?! UGHJ! I DONT HAVE THE GODDAMN TIME TO DO THAT SHIT AND NOT END UP PISSED OFF LIKE I AM RIGHT NOW! I'M JUST FUCKING GLAD I CAN KEEP IT COOL IN FRONT OF THE DAMN CUSTOMERS AND NOT BLOW THE HELL UP AT THEM FOR EING THE IDIOTS THEY OFTEN ARE!
AND THEN! WHAT SETS ME OFF ATOP ALL THOSE THINGS IS MY GODDAMN PHONE SCREEN DECIDED "OH! I SHOULD STOP WORKING RELIABLY AND START RANDOMLY REGISTERING TOUCHES THAT AREN'T THERE AND NOT RECOGNIZING WHEN MY USER TOUCHES THE SCREEN!" And then finding the "solution" to that online of being squeezing the screen somewhat to re-engage the digitizer, and while that worked moderately well, tonight it decided to not fucking work well at all, enough so that I got pissed off at my phone and when trying to squeeze the screen fucking SNAPPED THE DAMN CHARGING PORT INSIDE THE PHONE! SO NOW IT'S NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO CHARGE WITHOUT ME PHYSICALLY HOLDING THE CABLE AT AN ODD ANGLE! I'M GONNA NEED TO EITHER REPAIR OR REPLACE THIS AMN PHONE NOW WHICH IS GONNA BE ANOTHER TRIPLE DIGIT NUMBER OF DOLLARS OUT OF MY FUCKING POCKET! AUUUGH! FUCK!!!!
I'm ok guys, really, I just need to take a break from work to vent off some steam, I'm working too many damn days in a row, especially morning shifts which I hate and clopens (combination of closing shift followed by an opening shift the next day). And my last 2 days in a row I had off that was NOT filled up by me going to Furpocalypse was like, 3 goddamn weeks ago. As noted by the fact that I haven't streamed at all lately. Goddamnit. I'm just gonna put in that I cant work at all during the monday-friday next week. I need time to unwind. I swear I'm so tight right now, I never ever post vent stuff like this anymore lately cause I haven't needed to. I'm very good at keeping things under control, but, fuck...
I'll be ok, don't worry about me, hehe. I just need some time and shit. Ugh... I just hate that my parents aren't gonna understand the idea of "You just took 3 days to go to a convention!" "Uh, yeah. 3 days to go to a convention is totally different than taking time to sit in the house, relax, and unwind. They are NOT fucking interchangable." *sigh*
First I get into an accident on my way to Furpocalypse. No big deal, nobody was injured, truck stil functions perfectly as a vehicle, and I have a $750 deductable on my insurance so even if the estimate is 2.5k to replace the bumpers and everything, I'm gonna pay 750. Thats still a hell of a fucking lot.
Then I got my goddamn parents yelling at me night after night about fucking job searching and how wll I'm doing with it, meanwhjile I'm working for both an NFL stadium, a movie theater, and then in the summer a concert stadium! HOW THE FUCK MANY JOBS YOU WANT ME TO HAVE ASSHOLES?! YES I KNOW I'M NOT MAKING A HIGH PAY RATE AT ANY OF THEM BUT YOU SYA I NEED TO GO GET A BETTER JOB NOW, ASAP, AND WHEN I GO "Well then I think I'll take a week off from work at the theater so I have the time to do that" YOU GO FUCKING APE-SHIT ON ME?! UGHJ! I DONT HAVE THE GODDAMN TIME TO DO THAT SHIT AND NOT END UP PISSED OFF LIKE I AM RIGHT NOW! I'M JUST FUCKING GLAD I CAN KEEP IT COOL IN FRONT OF THE DAMN CUSTOMERS AND NOT BLOW THE HELL UP AT THEM FOR EING THE IDIOTS THEY OFTEN ARE!
AND THEN! WHAT SETS ME OFF ATOP ALL THOSE THINGS IS MY GODDAMN PHONE SCREEN DECIDED "OH! I SHOULD STOP WORKING RELIABLY AND START RANDOMLY REGISTERING TOUCHES THAT AREN'T THERE AND NOT RECOGNIZING WHEN MY USER TOUCHES THE SCREEN!" And then finding the "solution" to that online of being squeezing the screen somewhat to re-engage the digitizer, and while that worked moderately well, tonight it decided to not fucking work well at all, enough so that I got pissed off at my phone and when trying to squeeze the screen fucking SNAPPED THE DAMN CHARGING PORT INSIDE THE PHONE! SO NOW IT'S NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO CHARGE WITHOUT ME PHYSICALLY HOLDING THE CABLE AT AN ODD ANGLE! I'M GONNA NEED TO EITHER REPAIR OR REPLACE THIS AMN PHONE NOW WHICH IS GONNA BE ANOTHER TRIPLE DIGIT NUMBER OF DOLLARS OUT OF MY FUCKING POCKET! AUUUGH! FUCK!!!!
I'm ok guys, really, I just need to take a break from work to vent off some steam, I'm working too many damn days in a row, especially morning shifts which I hate and clopens (combination of closing shift followed by an opening shift the next day). And my last 2 days in a row I had off that was NOT filled up by me going to Furpocalypse was like, 3 goddamn weeks ago. As noted by the fact that I haven't streamed at all lately. Goddamnit. I'm just gonna put in that I cant work at all during the monday-friday next week. I need time to unwind. I swear I'm so tight right now, I never ever post vent stuff like this anymore lately cause I haven't needed to. I'm very good at keeping things under control, but, fuck...
I'll be ok, don't worry about me, hehe. I just need some time and shit. Ugh... I just hate that my parents aren't gonna understand the idea of "You just took 3 days to go to a convention!" "Uh, yeah. 3 days to go to a convention is totally different than taking time to sit in the house, relax, and unwind. They are NOT fucking interchangable." *sigh*
Charem
~charem
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lizardprotector
~lizardprotector
I think maybe you need to yell back at your parents. Yes, that could go very very badly. But maybe they need to see how hard they're making things for you. Like, the next time they yell at you for whatever, yell back. Give them some of their own medicine. Just a, you know, suggestion.
Tobias_Vale
~tobiasvale
Its too bad you don't have a bowhole to vent your steam easier. I'm with you on the phone situation. Had a phone reside to implode its OS.
keyblademaster08
~keyblademaster08
Awww i'm sorry to hear things have been so troubling for ya recently man. I can understand the frustration when it comes to parents, sometimes my mom still treats me like a kid which at times really annoys me. I hope things turn around for you soon buddy. *hugs*
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