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Three months and they still love me. (Bit of a life update)
11 years ago
Wow its been three whole months since we made it official. I never though that I would find anybody that really cared for me. They have been with me every step of the way in these last few months that im happy and grateful for them.
About six months ago I started hanging out with someone from my work place. These outing turned into dates and soon mateship. I promised myself years ago when I started working that I didn't want to date someone for my job. That if we borke up the amount of harassment, back talking and general awkwardness of it force me to quit.
But at a time of great happiness in my life come a challenge. Life always seems to have a way to balance you out, even if most time you dip below the line. At the time I was falling in love my dad was injured. He was attending his sisters wedding party and had taken a miss step and hurt his foot bad. I dont really want to decribe the way he told me to you guys but it swelled up good. Beimg the man he is he decided to not see help for it and just work with it. My dad was selfimployed and pretty muched worked everyday of his life exceped on Christmas and New year's for the last ten years. And when he was fired because of his foot or family life blood was cut off.
Luckly though a few months prior I was given a chance at a full time position at my work place. I was giving the position and never felt so unwanted. My boss' boss was so unimpressed that it led to a never ending day by day chain of depression. For a merger 3$ increase on my hourly wage. Ive never want to more to just lay down and just give up.
That change though when I found out my dad lost his job. Suddenly the weight of keeping the family going was thrusted upon me. Four mouths, rent and bills dragged me into an even further depression. My new wage went out the window as my family looked to me as they have since I started working but now more than ever. My pays gone to keep the family afloat till my dad gets a new job. But that's been taking months now. My body is sore and my mind is shot. I dont know how long i can keep going at my work place before quitting. I grow tired of hauling skids around to stock thr shields of cheese, milk and yogurt. I long for the times when I could just work a few days and spend my money on some commission's and lazy around.
But for all thats happened I've never been so happy. This whole ordeal has rwally strengthen my family. I never before sat with my dad and just talked with him. He was always drunk and distant. But now that he dosent have money to drink, cause I anit paying for that shit anymore, he sober and friendly. Ive never felt so proud of him. It only took him losing his job for me to feel that way about him. Strange how life works.
Welp thanks for reading if you read this giant thing. Feels good to write it down sometimes and really see where you are in life. :3
About six months ago I started hanging out with someone from my work place. These outing turned into dates and soon mateship. I promised myself years ago when I started working that I didn't want to date someone for my job. That if we borke up the amount of harassment, back talking and general awkwardness of it force me to quit.
But at a time of great happiness in my life come a challenge. Life always seems to have a way to balance you out, even if most time you dip below the line. At the time I was falling in love my dad was injured. He was attending his sisters wedding party and had taken a miss step and hurt his foot bad. I dont really want to decribe the way he told me to you guys but it swelled up good. Beimg the man he is he decided to not see help for it and just work with it. My dad was selfimployed and pretty muched worked everyday of his life exceped on Christmas and New year's for the last ten years. And when he was fired because of his foot or family life blood was cut off.
Luckly though a few months prior I was given a chance at a full time position at my work place. I was giving the position and never felt so unwanted. My boss' boss was so unimpressed that it led to a never ending day by day chain of depression. For a merger 3$ increase on my hourly wage. Ive never want to more to just lay down and just give up.
That change though when I found out my dad lost his job. Suddenly the weight of keeping the family going was thrusted upon me. Four mouths, rent and bills dragged me into an even further depression. My new wage went out the window as my family looked to me as they have since I started working but now more than ever. My pays gone to keep the family afloat till my dad gets a new job. But that's been taking months now. My body is sore and my mind is shot. I dont know how long i can keep going at my work place before quitting. I grow tired of hauling skids around to stock thr shields of cheese, milk and yogurt. I long for the times when I could just work a few days and spend my money on some commission's and lazy around.
But for all thats happened I've never been so happy. This whole ordeal has rwally strengthen my family. I never before sat with my dad and just talked with him. He was always drunk and distant. But now that he dosent have money to drink, cause I anit paying for that shit anymore, he sober and friendly. Ive never felt so proud of him. It only took him losing his job for me to feel that way about him. Strange how life works.
Welp thanks for reading if you read this giant thing. Feels good to write it down sometimes and really see where you are in life. :3
But aleast you have your famaly onto your back, giving you aid!
and your friends aswell! ^^