In the last few year, i had experienced lot of problem at my work and personal life... At first i find out i had diabetes, to be honest it was not rely a surprise, i was drinking at less 2 liters of soft drink a day, and that with out counting the potato chip, chocolate and more then occasionally junk food... let just say i surly run after what hit me back.

So i blame lot of thing on my diabetes, but now then i lost lot of weight, eat less junk food and totally stop the non-diet soft drink, i still have some strange symptom that i could not blame on it anymore sense it well control...

So i was watching documentary last night talking about Adult attention deficit hyperactivity disorder or Adult ADHD, and it was rely scary, because i will say i have 90% of the decrived symptom, like hard time to focus on a task, always tired, feeling of guilt, hopelessness, low self-esteem, unhappiness, difficulty to pay attention, give up easely, low tolerance to stress.... the only thing that did not fit is that i was not hyper active went i was young, yes i did have some problem in school, but i always blame it on the fact i was hating school and be bullied there.

Usually i am again pill for metal problem, but i may not have a choice if i do not wish to get back in depress, i will probably check with my family doctor, if ther anything that could help me to get back on track