First off if anyone noticed I had posted two of my pre announcement journal. I wanted to let you know I didn't mean to do that and woke up to find I did. FA when I posted that was lagging for me so I figured it doubled them up. Sorry about that ^^;

Now lets get to business here. I'll start at the beginning here....It started when I attended Anthrocon 2014 and again at this past con Furpocalypse 2014. I was feeling very down and feeling that I haven't done all i could do as an artist and as a person. I felt that I should do more and try to be more. I've decided to make some changes in order to reach my goals as a person and as an artist. I just hope that all of you will join me on this journey.

#1 I've felt the fun of drawing Scooby-Doo leaving me over the past few months. My love for him has also gone down. Don't get me wrong...he's still very sexy and at times fun to draw. I will still draw him from time to time for those of you who love my version of him, but I've decided to try reaching beyond and show everyone I can do so much more than just one or two characters. I want to be much more and show that my talents are greater than you think. I ask you understand this and stay with me. I want you all to see the different kinds of things I'm capable of.

#2 I've learned more about myself as a person as I've talked and interacted with different people at conventions. I've noticed that girls are scared to touch me or talk to me whether I'm in fursuit or not. If you all believe I'm gay and wouldn't like it..well you're mistaken. I realized that in reality I'm actually Bisexual and I've been wanting to have some interactions and even some intimacy if anyone's willing or wanting. I'm a respectful person and don't often peruse cause I don't want to scare or intimidate since I'm a very big person. I may appear grumpy or not wanting to talk, but you'll see a change like night and day if you just say hi to me. I'm a very confusing person at times but what appears like a grumpy guy on the outside is actually a sweet guy who's extremely shy and silly. If any girls out there read this please remember this about me and don't be afraid to say hi or give me a hug. I once ran into a girl at Anthrocon 2014 who told me she was a big fan of mine and wanted a hug. I'd like to know who that was since I missed her badge. If you're out there please comment. You were one of the bright spots of my trip :)

#3 This is something that is more of a fun topic. Think of this as a catch your breath moment ^^ I've decided to pursue my goal of finally owning a full fursuit. I have my Tommy one, but hes only a partial. I've thought on it and decided to have my wolf fursona done! Tyranny will be my first and last fursuit ( http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13721013/ ) I want to have him made up to look really awesome and that's why I'm writing this. I want to ask all of you to help me save up enough to have him made. I'm not asking for a lot, but if anyone can donate or commission me; all will go towards the cost to have him made. If you wish to donate or commission me please sent me a note asking for my PayPal address. Once he's been made I will attend Anthrocon and he'll appear in the fursuit parade! I'll also give my thanks with pictures of him in funny places :)

#4 Finally about my slow posting. I've not been fully honest about this problem of mine, but I feel the times right. In a nut shell I'm a super perfectionist. I need to have every little bit of the picture just right and meet up to my expectations. I want my pictures to be just right because I view my art as my legacy. I don't believe I'll ever have children. I want something to live on after my time on this planet is over. One of my biggest fears is being forgotten I guess. When it came to posting art on a regular basis I knew that this was something I needed help on. A close friend of mine has agreed to help me draw new themes and fetishes for my gallery. He's also going to help me post something every month. I ask you to stay tuned cause I will be posting some of his ideas very soon. I hope that these new pictures will do well, but I guess we'll wait and see!

Well there you have it everyone! I hope you understand me a little bit better now. If you have any questions or comments I'd welcome them very much. I would like to know how people feel and what you think. I treasure those who say their fans of mine. I know that some may think I'm a attention whore or trying to get attention some how some way, but understand me here.... This is not true. If anything most of the time I like my privacy and being left alone. I know I need to put myself out there more and that's another problem I'm working on too. All I can say is I love you all and consider you and the fandom like family. It's the one place in my life where I've found belonging and where I've found some success as an artist. Trust me I don't take that for granted. I value every goal reached and every comment, favorite, view and watch I get. I want to get better and better as an artist and become a better person too.