An overdue apology
11 years ago
"You all deserve a better artist"
I have no excuse for my actions. There is nothing I can say that will; ease the annoyance I have brought to you all, the only thing I can say is that you deserve better from me. The only thing I can say is that I've been not myself latey. I don't want to go into to many personal detail. But all I can say is that life hasn't been the kindness to me. I've just been on a rollerocaster rise of emotion and you all are the unexpected participants. I founded this page to show the world what I can do, to prove my self a great artist. All I've proven is that I have failed in that regard and only shown that I have yet to learn from my past mistakes.
The Halloween update, that took so mcuh time that wasn't even neccesary. I just kept putting off making those revamps for so long that when I did finally get to them I just lost all inspiration for them. And after all this I just left them with the minimalist of effort just wanting to get it over with so I can move on to different projects. These sketches don't represent who I am, but what I am now. Someone who is just so tired of everything happening in my life.
I'm just feeling less and less inspired to draw anything new, or even finish all the back log that I have. I want to do better I do but it's just that.... some time when you want to do something, something else holds you back. No matter how hard you just cant ignore that, it just keeps nagging at the back of your head. I had so much potential that I had wasted it. I'm becoming the very thing I hate, and becoming more and more depressed because of it. All I can say is that... I'm going to be removing the Costober Sketches until further notice. I'm not sure when I will update again. Keep an eye out if anything happens. Just, all of you have a great day ad a Happy Holiday.
I have no excuse for my actions. There is nothing I can say that will; ease the annoyance I have brought to you all, the only thing I can say is that you deserve better from me. The only thing I can say is that I've been not myself latey. I don't want to go into to many personal detail. But all I can say is that life hasn't been the kindness to me. I've just been on a rollerocaster rise of emotion and you all are the unexpected participants. I founded this page to show the world what I can do, to prove my self a great artist. All I've proven is that I have failed in that regard and only shown that I have yet to learn from my past mistakes.
The Halloween update, that took so mcuh time that wasn't even neccesary. I just kept putting off making those revamps for so long that when I did finally get to them I just lost all inspiration for them. And after all this I just left them with the minimalist of effort just wanting to get it over with so I can move on to different projects. These sketches don't represent who I am, but what I am now. Someone who is just so tired of everything happening in my life.
I'm just feeling less and less inspired to draw anything new, or even finish all the back log that I have. I want to do better I do but it's just that.... some time when you want to do something, something else holds you back. No matter how hard you just cant ignore that, it just keeps nagging at the back of your head. I had so much potential that I had wasted it. I'm becoming the very thing I hate, and becoming more and more depressed because of it. All I can say is that... I'm going to be removing the Costober Sketches until further notice. I'm not sure when I will update again. Keep an eye out if anything happens. Just, all of you have a great day ad a Happy Holiday.