Gah, I am in such a bitter mood today and I'm not sure why. Maybe its just stress from the dragon not being able to work because of snow. Maybe its because Christmas is coming up and that means extra bills. Maybe its because I'm remembering painful things that happened years ago. I don't know what it is, but it feels debilatating right now. I woke up an hour early today in a funk because I was thinking of what to get everyone for Christmas. That led to other thoughts that led to other thoughts and yeah...I don't know. Maybe I need some food to help calm me down.