I am really upset right now. I get like this a lot lately. So many of my artist friends are finding success and are happy with it. I'm falling behind and can't succeed at what I complete, which makes me fall even further behind due to demotivation. I'm fucking sick of it. It makes me want to pull the plug on this. Pack up and leave the art world. Let what little skill I have rot for eternity.

And a little message to anyone that may be formulating a response to this journal... I DON'T WANT YOUR GODDAMN PITY! I DON'T NEED YOU TO RANT AT ME! AND I DON'T WANT ANY FUCKING ASS KISSING ABOUT MY ART!